The Ditches Were Dug and Slept In By Few..
Rosebud "I'm Down here for your Souls"
By Miss Oblivious
So thee other night I finally arrived at DJ Coldhearts prohibition night at RoseBud!
It
was so over the top beautiful! The music I love! The music that Al
Barnes plays every Thursday morning on 91.3 f.m. Plus everyone was
dressed to impress! Which is the icing on the fresh cupcake! I sat alone
but felt I had the company of the world with me.. first the bartender
was more than flattering and kind.. then a boy came to my table and
said he loved me and my clothing! Then I started to sip my scuttlebutt
beer labeled with a dirty mermaid (FYI~ they have cool mixed drinks
available from the roaring era of the 20's)....after a few sips of my
tainted ale a very beautiful young lady came to me and said "when I
walked in the door she was happy to see such a well dressed and pretty
girl" wow! I guess my spirits were lifted! I have been down a bit
lately.. and it made me feel not so frumpy...I shouldn't even be
showing you all this.. but that's Miss O everything pretty much on the
table.. if you don't like it turn your head if you love it join me!I
did the dorky sit at a table alone and write and drink! It was nice and
these are words that flowed from the borrowed pen..
Thank you Mister
Bartender!
xoxoox Miss O
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You are a mystery to me--I
know not one soul in
here. . .
well, maybe one? We have messaged each other once, maybe twice..he plays music on a table that turns,, .It sounds real nice!
It's
the sounds my soul desires...prohibition is the signal..I received it
hours ago..passing me for a time now! its all falling into place..yes
the pieces I need.....
Selfish? No just self-assured of what I
want! More so, as time passes. When the children are raised will I be
free? To Roam? The globe is what I want .. not a piece but every inch
of it! A sticker.. a 'zine... something!
Stay here.. stay
there! The white picket fence never suited me. yet I always fall into it
with each lover.. my lovers always stick around. even Hugh asked me, "You
are the guy in your marriage. aren't you"? Umm, yes! Is it my freaky nature
or my ways in bed? Always keep em' more than satisfied. Yet begging for
more! I learned at an early age.....
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We used to want the same things~my
loins changed all that~ Somewhere the connection was snipped Repair? is
it in the equation? Why must we have the same lover for life? It seems
so traditional.. such a bore. But I have fallen into it and cannot
believe it~I swore against it - yet- here I am setting some example! I
love late nights, sultry conversations & a nice drink to soothe
the thoughts!
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Another time, another place.....it is what I heard, what
I felt was "right here right now" an eternity passed since the passion
had risen.. "resistance is key" yet the hopes are dear that the chance
would rise again! I never thought this predicament would occur on either
side of such a bargain!@ Damnit! Now we arrived there! Dejavu..paths
crossed.. actions? Acted? Upon?
I try to clear my mind..... thus it only digs
deeper.... I feel fantastic,
none the less...
A
morning wake up to THIS! The chances seem greater now! Is my mind just
playing tricks? An appetite so alluring! As to say from the physical
leaves you wanting a chance! Grave of 45 may just be the key... You
know those chances you take.. took.. NO THAT I TAKE!
Can
only lead to wanting more of those times! or is it just me? yeah it may
be my loneliness... needing your company.. those words and actions by
YOU! They make a dame like me blush!;;;;;;;;
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The
music pulls me in first then the words as I listen CLOSER! I love
walking in a place with beautiful people and the heads my dress can
turn! does he see that any more? NO! Some boys approached me to say, "I
Love YOU!" It is just what I wanted to hear!I never feel it at home! No
really! No pity here just the brutally honest truth!sometimes those
words are spoke between the sheets some gestures pass me as a ghost
just not as cool as a encounter by a ghost!
if only.... I feel better in public.. the strangers approach me.. Boys & Girls.. Men and Women
